Comments on: SECRET SEXUAL FANTASIES At Sex Week at Yale

By: Leah T

Leah T — Sat, 29 May 2010 08:43:22 +0000

OMG OMG OMG… why am I writing this? what am I expecting? this is ganna be very confused and I better start from the begining… whatever the begining is…
I am an ultra orthodox Jewish girl. This basicly means I never as much as shook hands or realy spoke with a man who is not my relative and will not untill my wedding. Than I am with my husband propably- well, hopefully- for the rest of my life. And I can’t ask him before hand what he is like about intimate relations- even the thought of it is horribly emmbarssing.
My problem is that I have desires.I can’t realy stop imaging what sex would be like. one can kinda say I am a virgin sex addict! ye ,sounds like it makes alot of sense right?
It goes like this. Since I was about 10 I had fantasies. before I even read them any where or even found out that there is such thing as copulation.
When I was about 12 I “found out”- though healthy curiosity and a cousin- and was shocked to see the strange, sweet-bitter ideas I imagined in such color… dead and dry on printed paper or online. and trashed- both better and a million times less stasfying.
In my culture, I’m “officialy” don’t know what internet is, what magazines are, and definatly not what a penis is. I still dont really because pictures and graphics emmbaress me- I cant look at them with feeling like a sinning man. Just stories- just words- feel better but im still deceving my parent, friend, teachers and m self in pretending to be one person and acting so different- worlds and billion years away from the “normal” world of our community .
Yet, I cant stop my self. Its too good. Or acualy, too evil and creepy. Which is same for me by now. I feel crazed. I will be decieving the boy who marries me thinking I’m pure.All I can do is prey that by chance I’ll land a equally preverted husband.
What I acualy do all day in my head- school or work or bed or meal- I fantasies. I have long detailed stories I can carry on in my head for days or weeks.They happen in different eras and lands.I am almost “trapped” in a fantasy once I created it, and it just has to play out untill my virginty is taken. Than I have to leave the charcter because I can’t really imagine myself “beula” (”husbanded”-meaning not a virgin).They- the fantasies- are very detailed,I make up names and places and way of dressing and history for my charcters. i alway put my fantasy in context of history- sometimes have alot of other things going on beside relations. By relations I mean usualy rape or semi-rape- your section about it in the article sorta hit me in the stomach.Are we all that predictable?
My fantasies often have a wedding night. What if I end up having a real life akward, sweaty wedding night where we won’t even manage to do it? that would be super ironic, no question…
I also lie under the faucent in the bathtub and open my legs so the water push down betweeen untill i get shivers. I’ve been doing that on and off since like 8 or 9, because it felt good,so Maybe by now I’m not even a nominal virgin anymore. I am very scared but I can’t make my self stop this pleasure even while in my head I’m crying out that I stressing and ripping my hymen even more. What if I don’t bleed in the end? OMG…
Patheic! I’m compeletly pathetic! As shameless as I am in imagination, One peck or causal blush can make me blush the whole day. Seriously- once a good looking bus driver called me honey and I felt elated and satisfied for the rest of the day! poor guy. beyond pathetic!
I am not sure what I am doing by writing this.Possibly because I’m going to burst.Or maybe its the thing you wrote about- people who get exicted when they describe to other people their sex.:) I doubt this is it though, since in this case I would be even more otterly and compeletly pathetic- since I have nothing to describe!
You may read or not read this whole mess,you may think I’m crazy, repressed, hypocritical, long-winded or anything in between.This had to get out.I read your article (I was searching “secret fantasy” and it came up) and this passed in my head.
Thank you so much, (and sincre admiration if you held on until the end of this super confuzed rant.)

By: phun4long

phun4long — Fri, 26 Mar 2010 20:49:24 +0000

Hey Doc — My, can i get the Cliff Notes to your blog… … Just kidding, sorta… Hope the conference was “engaging”… Really enjoyed the voyeur, exhibitionist section … Look forward to more…Keep up the great work…and play!

By: Chris M

Chris M — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 06:37:11 +0000

my fantasy is to masturbate in your sex therapy office while you watch me in your glasses dressed very professionally. can you make it real?

By: Steve

Steve — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 10:02:12 +0000

My fantasy is to be forced to drink and drink until my bladder is near exploring. I go home with an Asian girl who forces me to keep holding it, strips me naked, tosses my clothes away like trash and then pushes me down. She ties me up and brutally tickles every inch of my naked flesh while still forcing me to hold as she pees on my bladder while riding me girl on top style, every movement pressing down on my throbbing bladder. Then, as she is completely dominating me, her friends suddenly emerge and tickle torture me while I’m still being ridden, cheering for her to dominate me. Then when it’s over I’m tickled mercilessly by her and her friends until I lose control of my bladder inside the girl riding me. Then the tickle torture and forced nudity continue until I am nearly passed out.

By: Ricardo

Ricardo — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 01:05:20 +0000

Hello guys!

Long time from the last time I came here…

Well. interesting new posts.
I can tell I will repeat mine over and over, I love my fantasies so much!
I can tell!!!
oh yes,also I can t wait to re-read the winner post!

hugs to everybody!

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Yale Sex Week, HBO’s Cathouse,And Our Winner Is…- — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 23:47:52 +0000

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By: michael g.b.

michael g.b. — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 14:28:43 +0000

ha! yeah . . i guess it DOES sound like a scene from The Rocky Horror Picture Show.

By: greg

greg — Sun, 28 Feb 2010 16:04:01 +0000

intresting michael, but then you would’nt hear the taps. but not a bad idea even though i not into pain.

By: michael g.b.

michael g.b. — Sat, 27 Feb 2010 20:48:08 +0000

greg . . now . . if she were tap dancing on your naked body wearing nail thin six inch spiked stiletto heels . . THEN it would be interesting!

By: greg

greg — Fri, 26 Feb 2010 19:52:15 +0000

my fantsay is being on stage tied down, and a beautiful lady tap dancer comes on stage. she methodically tap dances in sexy golden glittery tap shoes to the tune “body and soul” performed by the late charlie parker. i am squirming trying to get free as this leggy tap dancer moving ,her arms slithering like a rattlesnake as her feet enceased in ultra black sheer nylons and golden glittery tap shoes, is making rhytmic love to the floor, laying out sweet erotic taps
“TAPTAPTAPPITYTAPKATAPCLKETYCLACKKATAP!” i’m getting a serious hard on as she tapdances around me touching the tip of my cock with her long red fingernails. she finally sit on my face wearing no panties. commanding me to lick her, i refuse. she reaches back with her left hand and starts tickling my balls forcing me to unleash my talented tongue on her already sweaty pussy. she starts to moan and tapdance
uncontrollably as i tickle tease toungue her throbbing twat away.
“TAPPITY TAP TAP TAPPITY TAP KATACLICKCLACK CLIKETY CLACKETY TAPPITY TAP!” moaning and groanng as my talented tongue licks up her sweet sugar walls away. she grabs my cock squeezing the life out it as be both explode in ectasy. the audience gives us a standing ovation.